cant you get a Ducati restricted
im sure someone will come along and be able to tell you.
Dont give up yet...
Riding is totally different from driving however good you are..
I have been driving for 20years
and i think i drive extremely well...
and know my limits....
but riding is very different i didnt think it would be.
cornering following lines etc riding for everyone else on the road
reading what they will do next its very tiring but so much fun...
and there is such things as waterproofs.....
now stop talking yourself out of it